If you
could imagine (which I’m sure you can) a swirling hurricane with thoughts and
bits and bobs flying everywhere, that’s what the inside of my brain might look
like right now. I can’t stop thinking about certain things which I should just
be over by now. All the problems. The sucky moments. The whining about how my
life stinks (it doesn’t – I told you I’m unreasonable when I’m tired). And
tomorrow is Monday, Monday, Monday….I don’t have anything against it’s just so…..Monday-y.
You’re
stuck. Or at least you have been – everyone, let’s be honest, has at some point
been so bogged down by problems and things.
My advice:
hit the zoom out button. Realize that this is just a day and it will end and
that this is just a year and it will end. It’s a phase, you won’t be stuck
there forever. Maybe ask yourself: does it really matter? It will seem like it
does. But really, there’s so much more ahead.
Console
yourself by the fact that everyone has their troubles. Yeah. #ME
Then do
something that makes you happy. Dance to some hot beats (dance is always the
answer), if it’s knitting and listening to Frank Sinatra, that’s more granny –
like but still cool too.
I’m a human
talking to another human. I can’t offer you a slab of gold but God can give you
a great big hug right now. Say “He works everything together for my good”
(Romans 8:28).
I feel like
I want to cry but I’m happy at the same time….just me? Thought so. My emotions
have a mind of their own. Whether that’s to my advantage, I’m not sure.
xo.